Hello Family and Friends!
We are definitely starting the rainy season here in Mexico.
When it rains...it pours. And it rains a lot. It's actually sort of a vicious
cycle. It rains. Making it even more humid. Then the sun comes out in its full
splendor and all that rain starts evaporating making it even more humid and
hot. It's definitely different living in a tropical setting. Oh yeah. My
companion Elder Anglin went to Cuernavaca on Saturday morning and should be on
his way home right now. I'm here with my new and last companion! His name is
Elder Gonzalez (I've digressed to having all-Mexican companions) and he is from
Tuxtla Gutierrez, Chiapas, Mexico. He has about 8 months in the mission and is
the most distracted person I've ever met but a really good Elder. I'm starting
my last change!
Impressions of Mexico!
1) So on the Costera (the touristy street on the coast), at
night time, there are literal Cinderella-esque carriages that go down the
streets, being pulled by white horses, draped by multicolored Christmas-lights,
with tourists riding in the back. HELLO PEOPLE.
2) Some of the common professions that people have here all
have to do with tourism. They all work in hotels, restaurants, and there are
actually a lot that work in the fishing industry as well (the Dad of the stake
president that lives above us goes to work at 7:00 p.m. every day and dives for
lobsters).
So this week was hectic. There were just a lot of changes
and a lot of activity. But the thing that impressed me the most this week was
what Heavenly Father taught me about the principle of prayer. Elder Anglin (and
now Elder Gonzalez) and I have worked really hard here in the ward. We've been
finding a lot of people to teach but for one reason or another they just
haven't been progressing. They just don't attend church. On Saturday night I
remember, after making all the plans for members to go by for them, making
phone calls, and doing everything I could, I just remember praying and asking
that God would bless each and every one of them, by name, that they would be able
to arrive at sacrament meeting the next day. On Sunday, not one investigator
showed up for the second week in a row. I remember sitting in sacrament meeting
yesterday and just feeling so confused and a little depressed. I felt that God
had not answered my prayers and I didn't understand why. After the meeting had
ended, however, I noticed that a young man that's preparing to serve a mission
in the ward had brought a friend that's not a member. His friend stayed all
three hours and I was able to sit next to him in the meetings and explain
everything that was going on. At the end of the services we taught him about
the Book of Mormon and challenged him to be baptized and he accepted the
challenge. It was such a unique way in which God answered my prayers. He
addressed our needs and rewarded our efforts and answered my prayers, but not
in the way I expected them to be answered. I didn't even anticipate it. What
worried me a little is that even after seeing a new person attend church that
could progress I still found myself thinking about the people that didn't come.
But I strove to focus on the one that did come and accept that as an answer to
my prayer.
Later on in the day, as we were walking to an appointment,
we stopped to talk to a lady that was washing clothes in front of her house.
She began crying and told us how tired she was and how sometimes she loses the
will to live. And that she's been praying and asking God for strength and help
to move forward. She has recently lost her son and the wife of her son
abandoned their child with her. Another one of her grandchildren also recently
had a serious accident. We began to teach her about the Plan of Salvation and
invited her to come unto to Christ, promising that our message would make her
burdens light and affirming that God sends us to those who need us. But at the
end she said that she didn't have time to listen to us. I believe that we
arrived at her door as a response to her prayers. But, I don't believe she
recognized, or wanted to recognize the answer. After we began walking away a
very strong impression came into my mind in the form of a phrase, "I hear
and answer every child's prayer."
How often to we reject the answers that God gives us just
because they don't fit neatly into the spectrum of answers or help that we were
waiting for and willing to receive? So many prayers must be answered but maybe
those answers go by unnoticed because we are not willing to listen or
recognize. "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways
my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are
my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
I know God lives and loves us. I know that he hears and
answers our prayers. I hope that I will always be able to recognize those
answers when they come and be so happy and rejoice in the help and answers he
gives me. I'm learning more and more to trust in him and walk with him every
day. I love missionary work. We are literally inviting people, every day, to
come unto Christ and rest. I know that this work will move forward. I know my
Savior lives and loves me and each and every one of us.
I love you all very much.
Elder Nielsen
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